Why don't You Love Me? (inspired by Beyonce)

Giving up before I compete is not me
Surely I will fight back,
Even though my distance faraway from your settle,
I'm here to walk with your life
Passing your age as mine

I got my own beauty,
refusing everything you can swallow
for one reason, getting idealism of beauty woman
Getting in war with powder, glossy lips and face mask
but, where are you? You never notice it

Easily said that pure is better,
and your choice makes me insulted
No pretty face, what's else??
Good girl?? I am a good girl, better than her
I'm trying to be Saint Mary, not just pretending but open my true heart to be kindness
but, your reaction only denial

I'm sexy, good in shape
although I can't stop the time always be forever young,
but I'm sexy not just psychically, but my brain too
I have money, buying my stuff without help
and what is she?? She is just a kid!! no more at all

When I kiss you, what do you really feel?
Just stupid lust or playing dumb??
I'm a good kisser, comparing with her, what she can do??
Pureness?? Untouchable??
I'm clean, baby....as holy as an angel

I give you mine, all you want is my order...
Jumping, killing, even dying,
but you said that I'm too over, never realized that this is for you, babe
for your happiness, even I should drown under my limits
You don't care that I'm here to give you a pure love, no debt, no pay back

Finally, my question is Why don't you love me, baby??!!