Until The End of Time

Why you smile when I make a joke?
Why you're sad when I am sad?
and why you always care when I am lost
If your heart is not belong to me?

Should I go and release your hands off me?
Should I disappear from your eyes?
or should I turn off from your heart
If I'm still falling in love with you?

May I keep you in my mind everytime?
May I'm standing by your side when you are upset?
Moreover, May I'm waiting for your answer
If I know there's a chance for me to get your heart

I'm still here to wait
I will always smile prettyly
Until the end of time you say that's enough
I will always be here with you...

Broken Hearted Woman

I started this day with a new hope
that I could grasp your heart into my soul
I wanted to smile with you and would be the one who make you smile
but maybe it's just a fake smile

I was tried to wake up from my dream
and ran to catch my real life
Hoping to get someone better in my life
with you in my side with your kind attention
but I'm afraid it's just any sympathy
as a good friend

When I heard You say her name
I realized that I'm still on dreaming
Catching you is just too far away
You're not here either in my real life
You're only a piece of my sweet dream
never turn to reality to hold me in your arms

I see my face in the mirror
I don't see and never get a princess on me
because you're not my prince
my heart is pain
it's broken until pieces
I never wanna be a broken hearted woman
but today I just be it...

I Like You

We already being friends
I know you
and you know me
but in fact, we don't understand our self  each other

We already had someone in the past
She was my friend too
and he was your acquaintance
I was happy with him so you were

But, at this age, we grow up together
Starting to conquer the world in our way
Different place but in the same time
We are apart just from distance
but We just surprised there's something inside

Before I say, I like You
I wanna make my heart for sure
that you're the best for me
that you're the one for my world
that you're the future that I seek
I like you, I like you.....

Thanks to God that we was born at this time
He met us in the right time,
I will be a great lady, as you be a gentleman
For sure that we has grown up smartly
and make everything is beautiful on the right time now....

Now, I have to confess that I like you
and I promise to keep you deep in my heart
and protect you from any bad things
and make you to be the perfect person in my eyes...

Bad Romance.....(inspired by Lady Gaga)

My heart is full of pain
but my mind asking me for smiling and feel relieved
I'm frightened to realize that something arise
but this is only a fake, not fact
and I've fallen down enough
to get hurt and hurt people

I'm scared to hope
because I feel I am not deserve it
I feel guilty if I am happy
because I'm still bad
I'm scared if I did it again

I have a choice
to reject and deny it
or to receive and let it flow like a river
Sometimes I thought as a child and never want to wake up
I will see that reality is full of hatred and selfishness
and regrets is always waiting for my bad luck

My Prince, Where are you now?
Are you already there which I couldn't find you
or I am just imagine of your shadow?