Perfection is a Purpose to be Achieved, Not a Gift

Be a smart person,

Because we’ll face something new to be learned

Not claiming that we are the smartest one, but thinking smartly to realize that each day is new adventure to be conquered

Be a humble person,

Because we’ll never know what’s future waiting for our destiny

Not asking for gratitude for every good deed we gave to others, but humanity aspect from our heart to make another else be happy and blessed

Be a real person,

Because we'll never live in a sweet dream

Not disagreeing to have a dream to be reached, but it's better to face our life in reality, even it's good or bad one, so we can have many experiences for dealing with our own achievement

Be a wise person,

Because we'll meet many people in our age-life

Not teaching to distrust others, but it's important for us to absorb many issues and news wisely, so we will know whether that's right or wrong, whether that can be followed or rejected

Be a nice person,

Because we'll have many valuable events during our journey

Not telling to show a fake smile, but polite attitude and good behaviour can make others respect you and people will feel same too

Be an adult person,

Because every year we passed, we also develop a lot, making a progress

Not judging that we are still childish, but any progress makes our step is moving forward to a better life, to be a grown up personality, not just allowing our emotion to take control

Be a trustworthy person,

Because trust is the most expensive factor to build a good connection with others

Not trying to be hypocrite, but nowadays it's kind a hard to believe something deeply, with many betrayals and rebellions around us

Be an extraordinary person,

Because perfect life is depending our vision to understand what's meaning of our birth in this world

Not arguing that money is nothing today, but perfection in our life is not only related with wealth or excistency, goodness and generousity influences our perfect beauty life too...

Our decision in our own life; to accept, to fight, to give up, to refuse, to deny, to delay, to lose, to win, to be happy, to be good, to be poor or to be bad; creates a perfect view of our coloured destiny in the future time....Those can change our world because perfection is a final purpose to be achieved, not a free gift....

Real Love is not a Fairytale

Someday, when we realize that he is a boy and she is a girl,
Walking, running and crying together
an unique feeling has raised up into our chest
it's pushing heart strongly until we can hear our own heart beat
Our mind, our soul, our eyes, our hands and our body locked to one person; one special person
We never can't escape no matter what because a well known face has caught up our attention

It is love, we guess
Affection for sure
and giving this world for special one is the greatest aim in this beautiful life

At the first journey, it's like licking sweet candies,
We taste a whole lollipop and never stop to lick it every second we have
but in longer time, this candy becomes smaller and no more sweet..
It is sour...or maybe it's bitter in the end

Don't trap ourself in a fake relationship...
Woman and man, boy and girl are complicated persons
Lackness and Goodness are two parts of our life
but considering whether these are lackness or those are goodness depends on our point of view
It depends how our reaction to accept something which is different from our own

If most people say that Love is blind, I will laugh loudly
Love is never blind, it's opening everything, it's teaching many good things
If it's blind, it means that we are pretending to be blind
because we close our eyes
to refuse differences, to hide the truth
to act that everything will be always right, we just drown in imagination

Love is easy to be felt but it's a little hard to be passed
Trying not to be a dominant side, trying to accept a whole package of someone else
but sometimes our selfishness is haunting behind, and it's often be the winner
Cheating, lying, arguing, fighting are few examples of our ego
So, what we have to do? not to fix something late, but to create the best solution for keeping this love

Keep down this ego,
trying to sweep off any differences between us is useless
Differences is created not to be a gap, but it's a bridge to complete each other
It doesn't mean to be a loser, but understanding someone deeply

Affection is teaching us to give thanks,
Learning about loyality, trust and hope
and how we are dealing with others

Nevertheless, don't ever force ourself for having a plain relationship,
If love can't unite two perfect persons, maybe goodbye is the best way
never living in a lie just to be respected by people around
because a real love is not a fairytale which every end is happilly ever after.....

What is Difficulty to Say "Thanks"?

You have your own life
People around are trying to protect you
They need you and make you an important person
They help you and give you the best solution, the best advice

You have your own beauty
Not only your beautiful eyes, your glowing skin or your slim body
but your own principle, your big heart and your smile
Those things can change the world

You have your own decision
You meet many good persons, you compete with another great persons
You learn everything, good thing or bad ones, from everyday you passed
You have rights to choose or to give up or maybe to refuse

You have your own wealth
You're working hard, you make a lot of money
You steal other's money or maybe you save your money more than you give it to others
and you never feel empty either lackness..it's more than enough actually

But now, Is there any place for give thanks for everything you have?
Beside proudness in the way you walk,
Beside hatred you give it to annoying people,
Beside selfishness you hold to let another suffered,
please, don't ever forget to say Thank You..
Thanks for God for your beautiful life...
Thanks for God for your perfect body, physically and spiritually...
Thanks for God for your development in your age life....
and Thanks for God for every blessing in your creation....

That's a simple phrase, only two words; Thank and You....
Remember these words, thank for receiving a goodness and you for receiving that goodness from someone else
You never created to be alone, you always with another people around
You never walk without His guidance and it's a little way to remember that God is always good

a Little Piece of View behind Glasses

Glasses, sometimes I never understand why you are created
to protect or to pretend;
to make it clear or to be blur;
to show off or to hide;

Yes, you protect eyes from sun bright, for sure
to help eyes to see faraway or closer
to show off that you can make prettier or smart look
Every benefit you give just to help eyes from humanity aspects
not other things that arise behind that simplicity

Nevertheless, your big black screen is also to pretend that everything is alright
Even though those eyes are sad, many tears are drowned and now a fade mascara dried;
making entire face is frightening..
You also trying make something is blur if your size is not appropriate; so those eyes can't see a bitter reality,
making life becomes fake and never want to wake up from sweet dream.
And the greatest thing of glasses is you can hide identity accidentally;
even Superman can turn out rapidly to be a nerd Clark Kent only by wearing you!!

Yes, glasses...you have many benefits; even those are good or bad..
but behind every look eyes face this world behind you,
you're nothing more than camouflage tools...
Blocking eyes to learn how pain can be healed,
Lying eyes that sometimes everything can't be better after crying,
Covering the truly identity of who we are until the mirror in the wall is asking "It's you, isn't it?"

Just Me

Here, a year has passed
Walking through my breath
Running sometimes but slow down to keep
Bad attitude to be moved, ugly face to be turned out

Seeing many people and learning something different
Trying to realize that this is the right time
to choose or to lose

Proud, hatred, affection, failure
Those make a big step for my feet
Forward to the next; to another year
to a rise age-life, to reach an awareness of growing up

Here, just me
Digging my own identity,
Seeking another point in these circumstances
Speaking wisely,
Thinking smartly,
Trying to explore another souls, another good deeds,

Bringing a giant massive influences
For a change, to be a good thing
For a better, to be a new issue
Working a lot and learning a lot, with people around
to choose, to grow up, to get a great deal
in my life, for me and just me

Little Thing Called Love

I'm passing the process
I'm facing the consequences
I'm falling in love again again

I get lost
I feel disappeared
I'm disappointing

Now, I'm alone
but I know that the future will be better day
I have no worry about what's next
Today, I have to conquer my own life

No love today, It's OK
No man tomorrow, I will just fine
but I believe that He will rescue me

someday, somewhere
Keep faith and be patience
Built a new me
New person, perfect beauty

This little thing in my life will not disturb me again
because I'm sure that love is coming on the right time

Until The End of Time

Why you smile when I make a joke?
Why you're sad when I am sad?
and why you always care when I am lost
If your heart is not belong to me?

Should I go and release your hands off me?
Should I disappear from your eyes?
or should I turn off from your heart
If I'm still falling in love with you?

May I keep you in my mind everytime?
May I'm standing by your side when you are upset?
Moreover, May I'm waiting for your answer
If I know there's a chance for me to get your heart

I'm still here to wait
I will always smile prettyly
Until the end of time you say that's enough
I will always be here with you...

Broken Hearted Woman

I started this day with a new hope
that I could grasp your heart into my soul
I wanted to smile with you and would be the one who make you smile
but maybe it's just a fake smile

I was tried to wake up from my dream
and ran to catch my real life
Hoping to get someone better in my life
with you in my side with your kind attention
but I'm afraid it's just any sympathy
as a good friend

When I heard You say her name
I realized that I'm still on dreaming
Catching you is just too far away
You're not here either in my real life
You're only a piece of my sweet dream
never turn to reality to hold me in your arms

I see my face in the mirror
I don't see and never get a princess on me
because you're not my prince
my heart is pain
it's broken until pieces
I never wanna be a broken hearted woman
but today I just be it...

I Like You

We already being friends
I know you
and you know me
but in fact, we don't understand our self  each other

We already had someone in the past
She was my friend too
and he was your acquaintance
I was happy with him so you were

But, at this age, we grow up together
Starting to conquer the world in our way
Different place but in the same time
We are apart just from distance
but We just surprised there's something inside

Before I say, I like You
I wanna make my heart for sure
that you're the best for me
that you're the one for my world
that you're the future that I seek
I like you, I like you.....

Thanks to God that we was born at this time
He met us in the right time,
I will be a great lady, as you be a gentleman
For sure that we has grown up smartly
and make everything is beautiful on the right time now....

Now, I have to confess that I like you
and I promise to keep you deep in my heart
and protect you from any bad things
and make you to be the perfect person in my eyes...

Bad Romance.....(inspired by Lady Gaga)

My heart is full of pain
but my mind asking me for smiling and feel relieved
I'm frightened to realize that something arise
but this is only a fake, not fact
and I've fallen down enough
to get hurt and hurt people

I'm scared to hope
because I feel I am not deserve it
I feel guilty if I am happy
because I'm still bad
I'm scared if I did it again

I have a choice
to reject and deny it
or to receive and let it flow like a river
Sometimes I thought as a child and never want to wake up
I will see that reality is full of hatred and selfishness
and regrets is always waiting for my bad luck

My Prince, Where are you now?
Are you already there which I couldn't find you
or I am just imagine of your shadow?

Loser Like Me

I'm standing here
just watching my face
and everything is going suck up
What do I look?

Bad.....yes...
Evil....absolutely
Loser......that's me

We can see who will be crying a lot in the end
Only me
I know that I will get a karma
Never forgiven

I'm lying if I say I'm not lonely
but this time I have to be a Drama Queen again
Acting like everything is alright
No hurting me
No disturbing my mind
Just laughing and smiling
but my heart is really pain
badly....
like a knife cut my heart


Question number one
Why I always be a broken-heart girl?
What I'm looking for?
Wealth?
Secure?
Proud?

I forget to see any true love in front of me
I'm just wasting my time to search anything else
and my chance has gone
I'm like donkey
Repeating same mistakes
Never be realized that I'm just lonely

I am just loser
No no no, never never like me
Don't ever be a loser like me

That Should Be Me

My past is haunting me behind
Making me an broken hearted woman
I can't trust you
Never let you win
and I realize that I drown to sadness

That should be me by your side when you're sad
That should be me by your side when you're happy
That should be me who laughing a lot with you
but I understand I can't go back anymore

Your pain can not got better
Your broken heart can not be rebuilt
Your trust is gone with the flood
Never go home and never been forgiveness

That should be me say "I do" in the altar
That should be me having your baby
That should be me growing old with you
but I understand that It's too late to say sorry

I promise, someday, when someone else has knocked the door
I will be faithfull
I swear I'll be a better woman
and I am here pray for your better life
May all happiness is around you
Without look up behind anymore...
I love  you with my deepest heart which whispered silently

True Love's Kiss

I've been dreaming of someone comes to me
I hope he is the right one for me
I don't need handsome guy or rich guy
but my prince who always there for me

He is my friend
not love at the first sight
We walk together until we're falling in love
and suddenly, a relationship is built sweetly

I have leaved my past so faraway
I live now and my footsteps are new
no regrets anymore
just watching forward

And now,
I've found him
in many ways, he is gentle
no handsome
no richie boy
but someone who love me truly

I feel beautiful more than Snow White
More lucky than Cinderella finding my prince charming
but finally, I get my true love's kiss
and may we live happily ever after

She's Just a Drama Queen

She walks in crowded street
Up her head and goes trough without looking around
Just feeling proud of herself
Everyone is waiting for her


She likes pretending to be an innocent girl
Talking nice words
Acting like the smartest one
Many liar things are out from her sexy mouth

She is a Drama Queen
who always feel that her life is like a Broadway stage
Never show who is she truly
Lying to everyone
and never feel guilty for did that


Just hurting many people
but never regrets with what she has done
She just considers that as past time
which no longer need to remembered


She is just a Drama Queen
Passing her day like actress
who playing a scenario in serial drama
no ending story
only imagination in her own world


but after all, behind that,
she is just lonely girl
who feels there's no friend if she show her actual behaviour
she just need to be actualized in society
and afraid of left by others
Oh my,
She's just a Drama Queen...acting like big actor in her own life.....

Runaway

This is the story about a person who trying find who is she truly
I want to run
runaway from my problem
but when i look back, i realize that i am a loser

I want to run
runaway from my life
but when i look many faces of people who love me, i realize that i have to make them happy

I want to run
runaway from my responsibility
but when i look the future which waiting for my purpose, i realize that i have to work hard

I want to run
runaway from my destiny
but when i look up to the sky, i realize that i have to step forward

Now, I will do this, standing on the rock, i will shout loudly: I have to be a winner in my life!!!!

Don't Tell Me

I tell you about this condition to carry out the solution
but not to make me angry by your unconvenience words

Don't tell me how to say
Don't tell me how to break the ice
Just hanging on there
and keep silence along

I always grow up and now I'm enjoying my time
not to be taught, not to be controlled
I just want to look for my own way
never never let you put in my plan

Don't tell me how to solve it
Don't tell me how to agree with
Just sit on your desk
nothing words you can say

Walking in this path is my decision
Turn left or turn right is my belong
I feel my own consequences
Not you or another else

Don't tell me how to choose
Don't tell me how to end this
Just close your eyes
Pretending to be blind

I got my understanding
Just don't ruin my life

Keep Holding On

this note I dedicate for all of my frens who feel sad or struggling in God...

I knock the door and it opens
I look inside and see that house is so lonely
but when I come in, i feel enjoy and feeling that there are many hapiness around it

I'm trying to look for who is the owner of that house
when I finally find Him, He turn back and smile for me with the best smile i've ever seen
and He say: Welcome child, You're coming in the right place...


frens, maybe we have different way to believe and trust in God
maybe our faith is different with "RELIGION" label
but I'm sure that all of us keep spirit in God, who created us to live in this earth
and Now, what should we do?



Keep holding on, you're never alone, He always by your side
just hold on your hand around Him,
believing that His power can help you to finish what you've started

Winning Women

You feel tired
everything you've done like never ending story
finishing the year
and feel nervous with what is waiting for you in the future

this situation is like you want to go through the straight way
but many rocks on it
the first time, beginning with small rocks
you never hurt and done it
then, it feels like bigger rocks around your feet and this is so annoying but still never let you give up

but, after you walk a million miles away
you face the biggest rocks
and you have to jump over that big rock!!
and we will say "it's so impossible!"

hey, will you stop and turn back now?
I don't think so
problem is looked like huge problem is depending our vision
hmm,
how about If we change our point of view?
maybe we have not to jump over it
but maybe we can turn around that rock
or maybe we can destroy it into little pieces of it!

Frens, let me tell you this..
it will soooo bored if we get what we want easily
no adventoure, no longer challenge!!
that rocks which disturb your way,
can make you learn many things that you never expect!!
just keep in your mind,
if you have a short time to look deeper
you will be aware that everyday, every step you've just passed
you will find something to be taught..

just relax, go forward, and you can face your final step!!