Kamis, 29 Maret 2012

I Need a Boy in My Life.....

Well, I'm a straight
a normal girl who has a passion
has a feeling of affection
and really need a warm hug from a man

Not spoiled boy, not a nerd one or preppy
but my eyes can't abandon a charm of bad boys
Burning my adrenalin, crushing my mind
and turning me on so badly

Full of temptations slap my dignity,
like a calm water, and splashed by the rain,
He just ruins my calmness and something inside my body starting to wake up,
darkness side of myself knocks my brain
and my ego can take control of my healthy soul....

Dangerous and died are waiting in the end,
Adventure for hide and seek dating,
Lust and more excitement turn my hot body...
an affair has began, forbidden interaction between me and boy,
a really bad boy
and I think that's my goal

I don't need to be understood,
Not to be listened,
because I know that He won't care
because I know that He is a liar
because I know He is a jerk, only a jackass!

but I just need any experience of great adventure from well-known boy,
because He knows how to make me laugh
He knows which part makes me tingling
He really experiences how to kiss a girl....
and He hugs me with power and masculinity
Warmness and blushing my cheeks when He kisses my cheeks....

So, I don't need any happily ever after right now,
I know that He will be a murderer in my bad future life,
but I just need a boy in my life for now on...

Jumat, 09 Maret 2012

Why don't You Love Me? (inspired by Beyonce)

Giving up before I compete is not me
Surely I will fight back,
Even though my distance faraway from your settle,
I'm here to walk with your life
Passing your age as mine

I got my own beauty,
refusing everything you can swallow
for one reason, getting idealism of beauty woman
Getting in war with powder, glossy lips and face mask
but, where are you? You never notice it

Easily said that pure is better,
and your choice makes me insulted
No pretty face, what's else??
Good girl?? I am a good girl, better than her
I'm trying to be Saint Mary, not just pretending but open my true heart to be kindness
but, your reaction only denial

I'm sexy, good in shape
although I can't stop the time always be forever young,
but I'm sexy not just psychically, but my brain too
I have money, buying my stuff without help
and what is she?? She is just a kid!! no more at all

When I kiss you, what do you really feel?
Just stupid lust or playing dumb??
I'm a good kisser, comparing with her, what she can do??
Pureness?? Untouchable??
I'm clean, baby....as holy as an angel

I give you mine, all you want is my order...
Jumping, killing, even dying,
but you said that I'm too over, never realized that this is for you, babe
for your happiness, even I should drown under my limits
You don't care that I'm here to give you a pure love, no debt, no pay back

Finally, my question is Why don't you love me, baby??!!