If I were a Boy...(Inspired by Beyonce Knowles)

Too hard to be a woman,
Full mask to change,
from ugly duckling to be swan princess
Working as hard as man, sometimes harder
but still getting underestimate from people

If I were a boy,
Let my face dirty with mustache and beardy,
I was still be adored by girls
Working or sleeping at home,
people stayed honor my masculinity

Too hard to be a woman,
Many responsibility are brought on my shoulders,
being worker in two places,
being good chef,
being a silent wife,
being an adorable mother,
and being an object for lust and desire

If I were a boy,
Sometimes I could replace my responsibility to another girl,
being unemployment but still in charge at home,
being food critics but my plate was empty,
being rules maker husband,
being odd father,
and I had my own right to lead my passion,
with who and when....

Too hard to be a woman,
Powerless,
but still sued to be stronger
Crying is the only weapon in hands,
but anger is not allowed
Stuck in awry position,
Thinking logically or optimizing feeling only

If I were a boy,
I was strong enough,
even though just my bravery mouth; cowardness personality indeed
My hands and my feets could be sharp weapon to keep silent,
I would get angry more and more if tears were down now
Said right or wrong was my faith,
but it was alright to be in grey area

Too hard to be a woman,
People always judge my action, my face, my personality, my strange behaviour
Smoking like a boy, my interest of 'guy' thing,
Dressing over, too less or too much,
My bob cut, my long cut
my disloyality or my failure
Those things will be never ending story, even I have buried under deeper ground

If I were a boy,
I didn't care about what people say because every step I made would be proper thing
Smoking everywhere, anytime,
Spending my money to useless addiction,
Old jacket, ripped jeans, stinky T-shirt,
Long cut, bald-headed
Chasing two or three girls around,
Those things would be an ordinary behaviour and people would say "That's a man"

Too hard to be a woman,
but I'm still prefer to be a woman than a man
because there's only phrase for "Lady's first"
I will be a lady forever at any age
and boys will be a boy forever time