That Should Be Me

My past is haunting me behind
Making me an broken hearted woman
I can't trust you
Never let you win
and I realize that I drown to sadness

That should be me by your side when you're sad
That should be me by your side when you're happy
That should be me who laughing a lot with you
but I understand I can't go back anymore

Your pain can not got better
Your broken heart can not be rebuilt
Your trust is gone with the flood
Never go home and never been forgiveness

That should be me say "I do" in the altar
That should be me having your baby
That should be me growing old with you
but I understand that It's too late to say sorry

I promise, someday, when someone else has knocked the door
I will be faithfull
I swear I'll be a better woman
and I am here pray for your better life
May all happiness is around you
Without look up behind anymore...
I love  you with my deepest heart which whispered silently