Until The End of Time

Why you smile when I make a joke?
Why you're sad when I am sad?
and why you always care when I am lost
If your heart is not belong to me?

Should I go and release your hands off me?
Should I disappear from your eyes?
or should I turn off from your heart
If I'm still falling in love with you?

May I keep you in my mind everytime?
May I'm standing by your side when you are upset?
Moreover, May I'm waiting for your answer
If I know there's a chance for me to get your heart

I'm still here to wait
I will always smile prettyly
Until the end of time you say that's enough
I will always be here with you...

Broken Hearted Woman

I started this day with a new hope
that I could grasp your heart into my soul
I wanted to smile with you and would be the one who make you smile
but maybe it's just a fake smile

I was tried to wake up from my dream
and ran to catch my real life
Hoping to get someone better in my life
with you in my side with your kind attention
but I'm afraid it's just any sympathy
as a good friend

When I heard You say her name
I realized that I'm still on dreaming
Catching you is just too far away
You're not here either in my real life
You're only a piece of my sweet dream
never turn to reality to hold me in your arms

I see my face in the mirror
I don't see and never get a princess on me
because you're not my prince
my heart is pain
it's broken until pieces
I never wanna be a broken hearted woman
but today I just be it...

I Like You

We already being friends
I know you
and you know me
but in fact, we don't understand our self  each other

We already had someone in the past
She was my friend too
and he was your acquaintance
I was happy with him so you were

But, at this age, we grow up together
Starting to conquer the world in our way
Different place but in the same time
We are apart just from distance
but We just surprised there's something inside

Before I say, I like You
I wanna make my heart for sure
that you're the best for me
that you're the one for my world
that you're the future that I seek
I like you, I like you.....

Thanks to God that we was born at this time
He met us in the right time,
I will be a great lady, as you be a gentleman
For sure that we has grown up smartly
and make everything is beautiful on the right time now....

Now, I have to confess that I like you
and I promise to keep you deep in my heart
and protect you from any bad things
and make you to be the perfect person in my eyes...

Bad Romance.....(inspired by Lady Gaga)

My heart is full of pain
but my mind asking me for smiling and feel relieved
I'm frightened to realize that something arise
but this is only a fake, not fact
and I've fallen down enough
to get hurt and hurt people

I'm scared to hope
because I feel I am not deserve it
I feel guilty if I am happy
because I'm still bad
I'm scared if I did it again

I have a choice
to reject and deny it
or to receive and let it flow like a river
Sometimes I thought as a child and never want to wake up
I will see that reality is full of hatred and selfishness
and regrets is always waiting for my bad luck

My Prince, Where are you now?
Are you already there which I couldn't find you
or I am just imagine of your shadow?

Loser Like Me

I'm standing here
just watching my face
and everything is going suck up
What do I look?

Bad.....yes...
Evil....absolutely
Loser......that's me

We can see who will be crying a lot in the end
Only me
I know that I will get a karma
Never forgiven

I'm lying if I say I'm not lonely
but this time I have to be a Drama Queen again
Acting like everything is alright
No hurting me
No disturbing my mind
Just laughing and smiling
but my heart is really pain
badly....
like a knife cut my heart


Question number one
Why I always be a broken-heart girl?
What I'm looking for?
Wealth?
Secure?
Proud?

I forget to see any true love in front of me
I'm just wasting my time to search anything else
and my chance has gone
I'm like donkey
Repeating same mistakes
Never be realized that I'm just lonely

I am just loser
No no no, never never like me
Don't ever be a loser like me

That Should Be Me

My past is haunting me behind
Making me an broken hearted woman
I can't trust you
Never let you win
and I realize that I drown to sadness

That should be me by your side when you're sad
That should be me by your side when you're happy
That should be me who laughing a lot with you
but I understand I can't go back anymore

Your pain can not got better
Your broken heart can not be rebuilt
Your trust is gone with the flood
Never go home and never been forgiveness

That should be me say "I do" in the altar
That should be me having your baby
That should be me growing old with you
but I understand that It's too late to say sorry

I promise, someday, when someone else has knocked the door
I will be faithfull
I swear I'll be a better woman
and I am here pray for your better life
May all happiness is around you
Without look up behind anymore...
I love  you with my deepest heart which whispered silently

True Love's Kiss

I've been dreaming of someone comes to me
I hope he is the right one for me
I don't need handsome guy or rich guy
but my prince who always there for me

He is my friend
not love at the first sight
We walk together until we're falling in love
and suddenly, a relationship is built sweetly

I have leaved my past so faraway
I live now and my footsteps are new
no regrets anymore
just watching forward

And now,
I've found him
in many ways, he is gentle
no handsome
no richie boy
but someone who love me truly

I feel beautiful more than Snow White
More lucky than Cinderella finding my prince charming
but finally, I get my true love's kiss
and may we live happily ever after