My heart is full of pain
but my mind asking me for smiling and feel relieved
I'm frightened to realize that something arise
but this is only a fake, not fact
and I've fallen down enough
to get hurt and hurt people
I'm scared to hope
because I feel I am not deserve it
I feel guilty if I am happy
because I'm still bad
I'm scared if I did it again
I have a choice
to reject and deny it
or to receive and let it flow like a river
Sometimes I thought as a child and never want to wake up
I will see that reality is full of hatred and selfishness
and regrets is always waiting for my bad luck
My Prince, Where are you now?
Are you already there which I couldn't find you
or I am just imagine of your shadow?
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