We Found Love in a Hopeless Place (Inspired by Rihanna)

Paul says in his letter on the Bible;
Love is hoping in everything..
Directly, I will ask him did he ever feel that hope is painfully?

Hope in love makes me excited at the first time
It creates many sweet dreams in my night sleeping beauty
and waits for an answer patiently

Until the reality slaps my face hardly,
I realize that true love's kiss will never come to me with the white horse-prince charming...
I wake up with tears in my cheeks,
I'm forced to accept that reality is bitter, not according to my hope...

We met but no love between us,
only fool passion and fake desire made us get drunk,
Every touch, kiss and hug were lust, not love which I'm dreaming about
I'm hoping too much...

In the end, it remains regret, broken heart, and disappointed...
and I will show another mask of my life,
Playing a drama that I'm stronger so this pain can't cut my heart until little pieces

Hopeless love between both of us,
Not the right time, not the right one...
You and I will never be Romeo & Juliet
This is my guilt who hopes more than I can reach....still I know that will be a mess
I won't hope anything, I will never hope again in love,
Let me kill this feeling and turn off my place in your heart.....

I don't Wanna End My Sweet Dream

This Holiday I meet you again,
Same face of you
but I know that you've changed a lot
My eyes don't see a careless boy anymore,
I find a man, real man

I don't really believe that you've changed to be the best thing I've ever had,
Not only sweet and gentle attitude,
calmness and maturity show me of your charms...
Maybe I've fallen over you, I confess it

You're coming in front of my door,
without any knock-knock,
without any calls before,
but you surprise me with your presence,
with your perfect suit under this rainy season, wet shoulders,
still you give a bright smile to me
which makes my heart's jumping outside

Your kiss in my forehead makes me feel relieved...
Your touch in my skin gently makes me comfort
and your big hug makes me save in your arms

This holiday will be over soon,
but don't ever wake me up,
I'm still on dreaming, a sweet dream, the sweetest one
I don't wanna end this moment with you,
Although we won't be together in the end of time,
I wanna keep my sweet memories in my heart forever....

P.S. I'm trapped your poisoned virus xxx

Perfection is a Purpose to be Achieved, Not a Gift

Be a smart person,

Because we’ll face something new to be learned

Not claiming that we are the smartest one, but thinking smartly to realize that each day is new adventure to be conquered

Be a humble person,

Because we’ll never know what’s future waiting for our destiny

Not asking for gratitude for every good deed we gave to others, but humanity aspect from our heart to make another else be happy and blessed

Be a real person,

Because we'll never live in a sweet dream

Not disagreeing to have a dream to be reached, but it's better to face our life in reality, even it's good or bad one, so we can have many experiences for dealing with our own achievement

Be a wise person,

Because we'll meet many people in our age-life

Not teaching to distrust others, but it's important for us to absorb many issues and news wisely, so we will know whether that's right or wrong, whether that can be followed or rejected

Be a nice person,

Because we'll have many valuable events during our journey

Not telling to show a fake smile, but polite attitude and good behaviour can make others respect you and people will feel same too

Be an adult person,

Because every year we passed, we also develop a lot, making a progress

Not judging that we are still childish, but any progress makes our step is moving forward to a better life, to be a grown up personality, not just allowing our emotion to take control

Be a trustworthy person,

Because trust is the most expensive factor to build a good connection with others

Not trying to be hypocrite, but nowadays it's kind a hard to believe something deeply, with many betrayals and rebellions around us

Be an extraordinary person,

Because perfect life is depending our vision to understand what's meaning of our birth in this world

Not arguing that money is nothing today, but perfection in our life is not only related with wealth or excistency, goodness and generousity influences our perfect beauty life too...

Our decision in our own life; to accept, to fight, to give up, to refuse, to deny, to delay, to lose, to win, to be happy, to be good, to be poor or to be bad; creates a perfect view of our coloured destiny in the future time....Those can change our world because perfection is a final purpose to be achieved, not a free gift....

Real Love is not a Fairytale

Someday, when we realize that he is a boy and she is a girl,
Walking, running and crying together
an unique feeling has raised up into our chest
it's pushing heart strongly until we can hear our own heart beat
Our mind, our soul, our eyes, our hands and our body locked to one person; one special person
We never can't escape no matter what because a well known face has caught up our attention

It is love, we guess
Affection for sure
and giving this world for special one is the greatest aim in this beautiful life

At the first journey, it's like licking sweet candies,
We taste a whole lollipop and never stop to lick it every second we have
but in longer time, this candy becomes smaller and no more sweet..
It is sour...or maybe it's bitter in the end

Don't trap ourself in a fake relationship...
Woman and man, boy and girl are complicated persons
Lackness and Goodness are two parts of our life
but considering whether these are lackness or those are goodness depends on our point of view
It depends how our reaction to accept something which is different from our own

If most people say that Love is blind, I will laugh loudly
Love is never blind, it's opening everything, it's teaching many good things
If it's blind, it means that we are pretending to be blind
because we close our eyes
to refuse differences, to hide the truth
to act that everything will be always right, we just drown in imagination

Love is easy to be felt but it's a little hard to be passed
Trying not to be a dominant side, trying to accept a whole package of someone else
but sometimes our selfishness is haunting behind, and it's often be the winner
Cheating, lying, arguing, fighting are few examples of our ego
So, what we have to do? not to fix something late, but to create the best solution for keeping this love

Keep down this ego,
trying to sweep off any differences between us is useless
Differences is created not to be a gap, but it's a bridge to complete each other
It doesn't mean to be a loser, but understanding someone deeply

Affection is teaching us to give thanks,
Learning about loyality, trust and hope
and how we are dealing with others

Nevertheless, don't ever force ourself for having a plain relationship,
If love can't unite two perfect persons, maybe goodbye is the best way
never living in a lie just to be respected by people around
because a real love is not a fairytale which every end is happilly ever after.....

What is Difficulty to Say "Thanks"?

You have your own life
People around are trying to protect you
They need you and make you an important person
They help you and give you the best solution, the best advice

You have your own beauty
Not only your beautiful eyes, your glowing skin or your slim body
but your own principle, your big heart and your smile
Those things can change the world

You have your own decision
You meet many good persons, you compete with another great persons
You learn everything, good thing or bad ones, from everyday you passed
You have rights to choose or to give up or maybe to refuse

You have your own wealth
You're working hard, you make a lot of money
You steal other's money or maybe you save your money more than you give it to others
and you never feel empty either lackness..it's more than enough actually

But now, Is there any place for give thanks for everything you have?
Beside proudness in the way you walk,
Beside hatred you give it to annoying people,
Beside selfishness you hold to let another suffered,
please, don't ever forget to say Thank You..
Thanks for God for your beautiful life...
Thanks for God for your perfect body, physically and spiritually...
Thanks for God for your development in your age life....
and Thanks for God for every blessing in your creation....

That's a simple phrase, only two words; Thank and You....
Remember these words, thank for receiving a goodness and you for receiving that goodness from someone else
You never created to be alone, you always with another people around
You never walk without His guidance and it's a little way to remember that God is always good

a Little Piece of View behind Glasses

Glasses, sometimes I never understand why you are created
to protect or to pretend;
to make it clear or to be blur;
to show off or to hide;

Yes, you protect eyes from sun bright, for sure
to help eyes to see faraway or closer
to show off that you can make prettier or smart look
Every benefit you give just to help eyes from humanity aspects
not other things that arise behind that simplicity

Nevertheless, your big black screen is also to pretend that everything is alright
Even though those eyes are sad, many tears are drowned and now a fade mascara dried;
making entire face is frightening..
You also trying make something is blur if your size is not appropriate; so those eyes can't see a bitter reality,
making life becomes fake and never want to wake up from sweet dream.
And the greatest thing of glasses is you can hide identity accidentally;
even Superman can turn out rapidly to be a nerd Clark Kent only by wearing you!!

Yes, glasses...you have many benefits; even those are good or bad..
but behind every look eyes face this world behind you,
you're nothing more than camouflage tools...
Blocking eyes to learn how pain can be healed,
Lying eyes that sometimes everything can't be better after crying,
Covering the truly identity of who we are until the mirror in the wall is asking "It's you, isn't it?"

Just Me

Here, a year has passed
Walking through my breath
Running sometimes but slow down to keep
Bad attitude to be moved, ugly face to be turned out

Seeing many people and learning something different
Trying to realize that this is the right time
to choose or to lose

Proud, hatred, affection, failure
Those make a big step for my feet
Forward to the next; to another year
to a rise age-life, to reach an awareness of growing up

Here, just me
Digging my own identity,
Seeking another point in these circumstances
Speaking wisely,
Thinking smartly,
Trying to explore another souls, another good deeds,

Bringing a giant massive influences
For a change, to be a good thing
For a better, to be a new issue
Working a lot and learning a lot, with people around
to choose, to grow up, to get a great deal
in my life, for me and just me